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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Am I crazy, please tell me I'm not crazy.

So as mentioned in a previous blog I have been experiencing multiple pregnancy symptoms, sore breasts, fatigue, nausea, constant hunger, etc.... I finally broke down last night and bought a pregnancy test. It of course was negative. What was I thinking! I'm on BCP's and have been for three months. I was hoping and wishing secretly that taking a pill at 5 instead of 6 may have been enough of a miss step to cause me to get pregnant but alas... that is not the case. Stupid BCP side effects!!! Funny how I spent years worried that my BCP pills failed and I was unexpectedly pregnant and now I am secretly hoping they WILL fail and I become unexpectedly and miraculously pregnant before our June TTC date. :) Well, just a little vent. Thank you for listening :)
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2 comments:

  1. SarahMarch 16, 2010 at 12:46 PM

    Phantom symptoms are the worst. I'm so sorry hon. June is going to be great!

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  2. Phoebe WildeApril 2, 2010 at 2:07 PM

    I'm stopping by from the blog hop! I've so been there! When I was in high school and was up to no good, I didn't have a period for 3 months (I found out later it was because of my PCOS) but I prayed to God that I wouldn't be pregnant. Now I find myself years later, begging and pleading with Him for the exact opposite!
    But I agree with Sarah...phantom symptoms are the worst!! But good luck!

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